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No Promises.

Scar tissue that I wish you saw.

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I don’t want to see anyone. I lie in the bedroom with the curtains drawn and nothingness washing over me like a sluggish wave. Whatever is happening to me is my own fault. I have done something wrong, something so huge I can’t even see it, something that’s drowning me. I am inadequate and stupid, without worth. I might as well be dead.

—Margaret Atwood, Cat’s Eye

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Been waiting a long while on the perfect opportunity for this one.

Been waiting a long while on the perfect opportunity for this one.

It’s always a wonder when you come across a passage that describes exactly how you’ve been feeling. One of those beautiful, terrible things about life. 

It’s always a wonder when you come across a passage that describes exactly how you’ve been feeling. One of those beautiful, terrible things about life. 

I did my hair today for the first time since Grandpa was in the hospital. So, there’s that. 

I did my hair today for the first time since Grandpa was in the hospital. So, there’s that. 

What a tremendous woman, and a tremendous loss. Lauren Bacall was an incredible namesake, and I’ve looked up to her all my life. 

This week is starting to get to me. Everything feels so heavy. As a dear friend once said to me, “Life has not been gentle lately.”

What a tremendous woman, and a tremendous loss. Lauren Bacall was an incredible namesake, and I’ve looked up to her all my life. 

This week is starting to get to me. Everything feels so heavy. As a dear friend once said to me, “Life has not been gentle lately.”

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I feel like people are only really dead once you stop learning about them. This is why it is important to me to keep learning about my mother, and what she wanted, and what her life meant, what she meant by the life she led. Then she will be alive, somehow, and her wish for me will have come true. My vow is to learn more about her. To see her as she saw herself.

—Liz Moore, Heft

Things are rough all over, Ponyboy.

Things are rough all over, Ponyboy.

GPOY. The cycle continues. I need to stop sabotaging myself, I think. If the problem is what I think it is, then I’m not sure how to fix it.

GPOY. The cycle continues. I need to stop sabotaging myself, I think. If the problem is what I think it is, then I’m not sure how to fix it.

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TOO FAR. 

TOO FAR. 

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